Hi, Alex umm same sa debut mo wala akong masyado masabi eh gara mo naman kase eh naalala ko nung first encounter natin with conversation na nung muntik ako masubsob sabi mo "Jamane, okay ka lang?" actually di ko talaga ma tandaan yung name mo pero bago matapos yung tour dun naalala ko kase nga diba alphabetical tayo so inalala ko yung apelyido mo which is Balais nung araw din na yun nag karoon tayo ng talk about wattpad and kpop parehas kase tayo ng binabasa di ko na sasabihin kung ano yun alam mo na yung kay inang HAHAHAHAHA sobra mong saya kasama kase same tayo ng vibe until nagulat ako ng iinvite mo kami sa bday mo nung 17th sabi mo mvdo tayo I mean kala ko kase mababaw pa yung connection natin para umabot sa iinvite mo kami kase lagi tayong nakain sa canteen diba nila Charles tas ni Ches kahit lagi kayong nag aaway ni Ches sige parin ang tiktok and pic niyo together then yun nalaman mo yung crush ko alam mo na si ano basta kaklase natin siya diba nagulat kapa kase di mo inakala yun eh kaya ayun nag share ka din ng iyo dun ko nalaman yung sainyo ayun lagi na tayong nag chichismisan hangang umabot sa naging grupo tayong piknik ikaw pa nga lagi nag plaplano ng gala natin kaso di natutuloy alam mo yung sb na dapat na pupuntahan natin sa bacoor pinuntahan namin ni Airha lahat ng gusto mong galaan pupuntahan ko para sayo ni kahit di ako nainom ng kape kase mabilis kumulo tyan ko pupunta pa rin ako sa coffee shop kase fav mong galaan yung coffe shop eh o halos lanat ng may pagkain HAHAHAHAHA alam mo din ba di pa tapos yung business plan natin alam kong magagalit ka kase sasabihin mo pabaya akong leader kaso kase nakakawalang gana gawin lalo na sayo yung main idea nung business natin diba PEWASP pa nga iba ka kase mag isip ng ideas magaganda lahat ang saya ko nung naging kaibigan kita kase na feel ko yung alaga ng isang ate di lang ng kaibigan kahit na mas matanda ako sayo eh mas matured ka sakin kaya minsan pag may mga decision ako na medyo di ganun ka sigurado sinasabihan mo ko sometimes nakakaitita siya kase dapat ako yung ganun pero at the same time nakakatuwa kase parang tinupad ni god yung wish ko na mag karoon ng ate I will always love you my Alex, my Denise, my Lex, my Madamz, my Inday, and lastly my Engineer, parang gusto ko na nga din matuto ng codm kase diba inaaya mo ko nun kaso kase ako yung natataranta pag nag lalaro ng ganun eh tas sino mag tuturo sakin ang dami nating memories together lahat yun di ko malilimutan laging mag stay yun sa heart ko sa utak ko kahit sa kinasuloksulok ng laman loob ko kahit iniwan mo na ako I'm still here for you kahit di ko alam kung anong logic yun pero I'm still here for you always i will forever miss you di mo man lang nagawa yung futurr mansion ko dami ko pang plano para sating mag kakaibigan eh pero we will still gonna do it sabi ng iba gawin dw namin kahit wala ka na nah kase lagi ka naman nandito sa puso namin so kasama ka pa rin namin kaya we will do it with you in our hearts hehe haba na neto pero wala pa to sa kalahati actually pero di ko na kaya mag type HAHAHAHAHA lam mo na tamad ako mag type mas gusto ko call or vm nalang masakit kase sa kamay kaka type eh ayun lang naman alam kong alam mo na sobrang importante ka sakin at sobrang minahal kita higit pa sa kaibigan pero not in romantic ah alam mo sasabihin mo "yuck, di kita type di tayo talo no" di ko na tutuloy alam monna yun eh HAHAHAHHAHAHA promise na di ko suaugurin yung alam mo na pero siya naman naiwas eh kaya wala na akong problema dun yun lang naman Alexandra Denise D Balais my Office Manager and Human resources HHAHAHAHAHA ganda pa naman ng role mo oh plus future main shareholder yan with matching COO eyyyy who you sila sayo dun Madamz slay na slay sige na nga titigil ko na to lagi naman ako nag memessage sayo sa acc mo kaya yung iba andun goodbye my always MADAMZKI KO

Hi alexx wherever you may be now, know that you will forever be remembered and the memories we shared are forever cherished. I find it sad that the past week was the last encounter we will ever have. We started as strangers which then turned into good friends. With your jokes and joyful personality, to your huge and pure heart, I admire you. I wish I could spend more of my time with you. After our year being classmates, we only see each other on the hallway, nagtatarayan pa as our joke. I’m so thankful to have spent lovely days filled with your laughs and wise judgements. I want to thank you to have experienced being with someone whom I can joke around life but I never knew it would end like this. I know you’re in a good and happy place, free from the pain and sufferings this world has to give. I love youu and will forever miss you alexx!!

Hi Alex! Im sorry hindi ako makadalaw sayo but i know the heavens will keep you safe. I can't bring myself to see you suffering all this time knowing that i've gone through that pain in the past. I know that your happy now and i hope you can watch us from above. To my seatmate i will miss ur smile, ur kulit momints and our tarayan sa hallway. My heart shattered knowing that your smiling through the pain. Sana kinamusta kita alex:( ilove you so much♥️

Uhm, I don't know how and where to start bbq. I didn't expect din naman kasi bbq cause u are a jolly person bbq. If I only knew bbq, I should've attended ur debut bbq. I'm sorry my love. Love, miss ko na yung "Order tayo mcdo", "Tori, oorder kami chowking, sasabay u". Baby, I hope there's no more pain na in your heart. Miss ko na yung kulitan natin, yung random kilitian natin. Tapos inaasar mo pa ako kay ano kasi akala mo crush ko siya :>>

Baby, thank you sa samahan natin. I'll always remember u, Alex. I love you, bbq

- ur tori my love

Hi Alex, wala ako sa pinas and I know we had barely any conversation as soon as I left the Philippines pero knowing our elementary moments, we had great bond and we felt comfortable with each other. Although na hindi na tayo nag-usap nung lumipat ako sa ibang bansa, hindi ko makakalimutan ang isipin na wala man lang ako dyan para bisitahin ka, wala man lang ako naging last good-bye. Sana God is guiding you in the right path and hope you’re happy of where you are, please guide your loved ones as always. Mahal na mahal kita Alex. May God let you rest in peace beh. - Liezyl

From: Alyana Pauline Badiana


hi, alex. kamusta? si yana 'to. dati nagkukumparahan pa tayo ng height kung sino mas matangkad kasi mapride tayong tao diba? never kong inakala na dadating yung araw na panalo na ako. sorry sa mga silent greetings sa tuwing nakikita kita dati. yung mga subtle na tango, o eye contact lang, sana, kung mababalik lang yung oras, sana at least once, any chance na nagkita tayo, kinamusta kita o simpleng "hello" or "hi". naalala mo pa nung grade 7 tayo, alex? nung nag film tayo para sa ibong adarna, tapos gusto mong mang-spy sa ibang group kaya hiniram natin yung bike ni jewel na red. nakagown ka pa nga non, it's giving ano, runaway bride. slay. nung nakarating tayo malapit sa bahay na pinags-shooting ng ibang group, nakita tayo nila non kaya nagpanic tayo, tapos may naglalaba pala sa tabi kaya madulas yung daan, ayon sumemplang tayo. andami kong sugat sa binti non tapos yung gown na suot suot mo, nabutasan. nanginginig paa ko, nanginginig paa mo kaya naglakad nalang tayo pauwi. HAHAHAHAHAJD we will forever miss you, alex. we love you.

- yana

From: Janina Mae Jimenez

Hi alex, first of all i'm sorry if i didn't come to your 18th birthday sana naka punta ako para manlang naka sama kita, i didn't expect na after many years sa funeral pa kita makikita, una di ako naniniwala kase di ko akalain na gagawin mo un, i felt bad kase di man lang ako naka tulong sayo di ko alam na may pinag dadaanan ka pala sana nadamaya kita, kahit malayo ako sa inyo nila chloe and nell willing ako puntajan ka at damayan ka, sorry i wasn't there nubg nag sa suffer ka, ma mimiss kita ma mimiss ko lahat ng bonding natin nung elem, alam ko nasa maayos kana walang kanang pain na nararamdaman sa heart mo always remember na nandito lang kami guide your parents alam ko magiging okay din sila, u may rest in peace my lovely pretty friend i miss you until we meet i love you!!
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From: Natalie Zorilla

Alex and i been friends for like 7yrs. Isa sya sa pinaka matalik at pinaka espesyal na kaibigan ko. She treated me like her own sister, tinanggap at minahal nya yung buong pagkatao ko. She watched me do alot of wrong decision in my life and let me learn from it. She stayed with me hanggang sa matuto ako. Thats why i wanna thank God kasi kahit maikli lang yung oras na nakasama ko sya, ay naranasan ko naman magkaroon ng kaibigan na kagaya nya. I know its gonna be very hard for me/us to move on but i hope we will, Alex wont be happy seeing us sad all day. And Alex, thankyou. For everything i hope youll rest in peace now mygirl. Iloveyousomuch and ill miss you very much.
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From: Ashlee Soliman (ash)

Hello alex, i miss you. i wish we had more time together. you were always there for us, and i'll never forget the memories we shared. i wish i could have said goodbye and sorry in person, but know that you'll always be with me in my heart. you were my inspiration and greatest supporter. all the laughter and tears we shared, i'll cherish our memories forever. thank you for being the best friend anyone could ask for. rest well, my love.

From: Jelaisha Lendio (lai)

Everyone knew that you'd been a wonderful friend. even though our friendship lasted for a short period of time, i am and will remain grateful that you became a part of my life. no words can express how lucky i am to have met you. thank you for everything you've done for me, for us. you are loved by many. you will be missed, lex. rest easy. i love you to bits.

From: King Lobaton (king)

HI ALEXX!! Miss you so muchhh kung pwede lang ako lumipad dyan ginawa ko para lang makita ko but sadly not i hope makapagpahinga ka na ng maayos dyan Kasama si Lord .Thank you thank you soo much sa laht lahat di ko man maisaisa salamt kase you always their to help me sa mga ass or sa mga act you always their para tulongan ako.You always have space in my heart .NO MORE PAIN MY ALEXX i love you(ikamusta mo nalang ako kay LORD sabihin bigyan nya ako jowa eme)

From: Justine Mae Roldan (Maemae)

Hello Alex gusto ko lang sabihin na love ka ni ate Mae kahit madalas tayo nagkakatampuhan noon, salamat sa lahat ng masaya at malungkot na memories nating Neng wala na akong kaagaw kay Nanay Conie, wala na din akong makakaharutan pag dadalaw ako sa house ninyo, Sorry kung di ko piniling magstay sa bahay niyo, eh di sana pala kung nagstay ako may makakausap ka about sa mga problema mo, eh di sana hindi mo naisipang isuko buhay mo. Sorry Denise love ka namin, sorry kung nagkulang kami sayo, lagi mong poprotektahan sila nanay, si papa mo pati na din si tita mommy Cecil mo.

From: Charlyn Lapira ( Ate Lenlen)

Ate Alex, Neng alam mo mahal na mahal kita ako at si Nanay Conie ang nagbantay sayo para alagaan ka. Bibo kang bata at madaldal tuwang tuwa ako sayo nun kasi napakabibo mo. Ikaw ang unang anak ko na inalagaan mahal na mahal kita alam mo yan, ngayon wala ka na di ka na namin makakasama bantayan mo lagi si papa mo at si nanay pati na si Mami Cecil mo. Mahal na mahal kita Neng alam mo naman yan diba di ko man sabihin sayo alam mo naman yan. Salamat kahit papano nakasama ka at nakabonding ka ng mga anak ko, ng mga pinsan mo alam ko mahal mo sila nakikita ko sayo yun. Salamat Neng Alex mahal na mahal kita. Mahal ka namin nila JM at JC.

From: Ninang Darna

Lubos ang aking kalungkutan at pagkabigla na sa di inaasahang pagkakataon at sa ganitong sitwasyon ang ating unang pagkikita. Ganunpaman, nasaan ka man ngayon nais namin sabihin sayo na itinuring ka na naming anak na ngayon ay aming anghel. Patuloy mo sanang bantayan si papa mo at kay nanay. Mamimiss ka namin physically pero mananatili ang iyong mga alaala sa amin.

From: Janelle Dejito (ja)

Aking aklat.

Alam kong pagod kana sa lahat, sa pasakit ng mundo at ngayon ikaw ay tuluyan nang namaalam. Ako'y palaging mangungulila sa iyong mga yakap at tinig, ako'y habang buhay nang mangungulila sa iyong presensiya aking aklat. Maraming salamat sa lahat, salamat kase anjan ka sa hirap at ginhawa ng aking kabanata, salamat sa pag titiwala, palagi kong babaunin ang bawat memorya ng ating pinag daanan ng magkasama. Habang buhay kang may parte sa aking puso na sino ma'y hindi matutumbasan. Hayaan mong kami naman ang tumupad sa iyong mga munting kahilingan, asahan mo rin na palagi kaming andito para damayan sila nanay at tito upang harapin ang sakit ng iyong pag kawala. Mahal ko, hinihiling kong mahanap mo ang tunay na kapayapaan nasan ka man ngayon, nawa'y makamtan mo ang tunay na saya at ginhawa na hindi binigay sa'yo habang ika'y naririto sa lupa. Samahan mo kaming malagpasan ang pag subok na ito, ipakita mo ang liwanag patungo sa pag tanggap sa iyong maagang paglisan, samahan mo kaming maka usad sa sakit na ito. Mahal, hanggang sa muli nais ko ulit makita ang iyong magagandang ngiti at nakakabighaning mga mata.

Hanggang sa muli nating pagkikita aking aklat, mahal kita hanggang dulo kapatid.

Ang tuluyang pagsasarado ng iyong ikalabing walong kabanata, Alexandra.

From: Valerie Asuncion


Mahal kong Binibining Alexandra,

Sa aklat na iyong isinulat na naglalaman ng labing walong kabanata, ikaw ay naging isang anak sa iyong mga magulang, ikaw ay naging isang mabuting kaibigan at naging mabuting kapwa sa mga nakapaligid sa iyo. Sa labing walong kabanata ng iyong aklat, ikaw ay naging matatag na tao. Binibini, nawa'y iyong makamit ang kapayapaan ng iyong isip, nawa'y makamit mo ang kalayaan at saya na iyong hinahanap. Tanging hiling ko lamang ay iyong gabayan ang iyong mga minamahal na naiwan rito sa lupa at bigyang liwanag ang bawat madilim na daan ng bawat isa sa amin. Binibini, ikaw ay nagdesisyon na isara na ang iyong aklat at binigyang wakas ang iyong istorya. Natatangi kong Alexandra napagod ka man sa iyong istorya, pangako, aming itutuloy ang iyong kabanata hanggang sa muli nating pagkikita. Salamat sa mga alala na ating pinagsamahan, ito ay aking babaunin hanggang sa huli kong hininga, ako na ang magtutuloy ng pangako nating dalawa. Paumanhin at hindi ako nakapunta sa napaka importanteng araw ng iyong aklat,pangako babawi ako sa iyo sa araw-araw hanggat kaya ko. Mahal na mahal kita, Binibini ko.

Nagmamahal,

- Val

From: Sheena Mae Basilides

Hi, alex. I just want to say thank you sa mga memories that we shared together, sa mga bardagulan natin na tayo lang nagkakaintinidihan tsaka sa convo natin about sa anime and kpop stuff, naalala ko pa binentahan mo ako ng poster ng enhypen pero di ako bumili nun kasi wala na akong pera hehe, tapos ung time na nag chikahan tayo about kay tsukishima grabe ang pagka adik mo sakanya, don't worry papuntahin ko si tsukishima dito. So ayun, I really admire how strong you are grabe alam kong madami kang problems and challenges pero dinadaan mo sa tawa and you're always good sa mga surrounding mo kaya madami rin nag lo-look up sayo, alex. Miss na miss ka na namin, mag pahinga ka na ng mahimbing, hanggang sa muli binibining, Alexandra Denise, paalam.

From: Jerry Mae Bianesto (mai)

hello, lex !! elementary pa lang kilala na natin ang isa't isa. kahit mga bagets pa lang tayo noon, saksi ako kung gaano ka kasipag at kagaling sa pag-aaral. hanggang sa naging magkaklase ulit tayo noong junior high school, doon kita mas lalong nakilala pa. napaka masayahin mo, nakakahawa yung mga tawa mo. ma-mimiss ko lahat ng mga jokes mo : (( aside from being masayahin, you are vv supportive at maaaalahanin na friend. naalala ko nung journ days natin, hindi mo ko hinahayaan na magutom, lagi niyo ko binibigyan ng food kapag naiiwan ako sa taas maglayout. marami pa tayong memories nung junior high pa lang tayo, halo-halo yun. dinamayan mo kami sa kasiyahan, kalungkutan, at kalokohan. maraming salamat sa pagsama at pakikinig sa mga kwento ko. sabi mo nung grade 11 tayo, sabay tayo mag TUP : (( mukang mag-isa na lang ako ngayon. hanggang sa muli, alex. mahal na mahal ka namin ng euphoria < 3

More than a year with you made our lives really full of fun. It was already the second semester when we became friends, yet we still made many memories. Naalala ko pa yung pagdaan natin sa fire exit noong nasa third floor pa ng NCB ang classroom natin. Pinilit lang kita nun since ayaw mo kasi nalulula ka sa taas ng aakyatin. Pero nung mga sumunod na araw dun kana dumadaan kahit di ako kasama kasi nagustuhan mo na. I also remember nung sinamahan kita and we rushed sa classroom ni ate para magtanong about sa research nyo. That time, stress tayong lahat sa research. I can still remember our asaran and sungitan sa isa't isa. Pati rin yung paglalaro natin ng Uno sa classroom at paggawa ng diamond art ni Crisha. Those group picnics and lunches we had at the European Garden ever since we moved into the NCB are also one of the memories I will forever cherish.

With this message, I would like to extend my sincere gratitude to you for being one of my friends. Thank you for being with me through more than half of my senior high school journey. Salamat sa mga asaran, paglalaro, at tawanan na hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan. Salamat din sa mga libre mo samin at sa cokefloat na bigay mo sa'kin—ikaw lang nakakapuno ng tumbler ko ng coke. Our group faced some problems and misunderstandings, but we still managed to face them and grow together.

Your death is really heartbreaking news for us. We couldn't imagine graduating without you. We've been through a lot in school, and we managed to survive those, but little did we know, your silent battles started to defeat you. Numerous what-ifs start to come into our minds. What if we had noticed your pain? What if we were able to see your struggles behind those bright smiles? What if we knew your condition early? But those what-ifs are now a big regret. We regret that we failed to help you. We are your friends, but we failed to save and protect you both. But we know that we still need to move on from this devastating event.

As stated in my favorite quote, "New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings." I don't know what kind of new beginning this is, but one thing I'm sure about is that we will never forget you. We've lost you both. But even if you are no longer here, your memories will always be with us.

I guess this is where we will part ways. A painful chapter must be closed in order to move on in life, but the lessons will be forever remembered. We will always be grateful and glad that we met you. Everything we had will be forever cherished. You are our friend and will forever be. Thank you for everything, madamzskie, and a painful goodbye to both of you:⁠-⁠(

-- Kim

Alex palaging kitang na mimiss kamusta kana jan be till now di paren makapaniwala si ate na Wala kana diko matanggap kase nahihirapan Ako tanggapin at Hindi nag sisink in Kay ate na Wala kana kapatid na Turing ko sayo 1 taon tayo nagkasama sa classroom namimisss Kona ung pag ngiti mo ung dimple mo nag fla flashback lahat saakin be nahihirapan paren si ate tanggapin na Wala kana iniisip ko nalang nasa iBang lugar kana Masaya kana kung asan ka man kase alam ko Hindi ka pababayaan ni god mahal na mahal ka ni ate miss na miss na kita simula Ng nag graduate tayo Ng elementary never kitang kinalimutan kami Nila shy step Ann kuya Julius mo Nila Jericho tuloy lang tropa Hindi ka namin kinalimutan kase kapatid na Turingan natin palage mo kaming gagabayan palage mo gagabayan lahat Ng taong nagmamahal Sayo madaming nagmamahal Sayo Alex palage paren kita ipagdadasal be I really miss you a lot ❤️dalawin mo si ate sa panaginip mag open up ka ulit Kay ate ah bebecone diko nakakalimutan yang tawag na Yan kase Yan Ang gusto mo mahilig ka sa cone Ng icecream hahaha .. iloveyou Alex

Dear my love alex,
a month ago I sent you a video message for your 18th birthday and now it is a message to say goodbye to you my beloved friend. I have learned a lot during our times together in school. I realized lately that you were hiding something massive inside of you but instead you were always giving me your tremendous laugh, humor and love when we’re together. I thank you for a lot of reasons I can’t list it all down but you were always there being the shining sunshine from the rainy days for me. We had gone through shedding tears and blood working together in our academics. You left an amazing impact on my life that you were the reason why I smile a lot in school. The things you’ve wished to do with me, the event you want to come the disney on ice, the starbucks stickers which you wanted to share it with me so we won’t cause misunderstanding again and you being my future civil engineering to me being your architect. I miss your daily smack when you get near me. I will miss all of the moments I’ve shared and cherished with you. You are always be my supporting daisy. I love you my dear

Alex,

You touched so many people lives. You were smart beautiful and full of life. May you shine your light on those who are still here and watch over them from above. Fly high angel and spread your love.

Condolence to Everyone.

Hi alex i miss u na alam ko nandito ka lang sa tabi namin palagi nila jamane , gabo, erin, airha , ali and all mamiss ko lahat ng memories natin kasama
Hi alex i miss u na alam ko nandito ka lang sa tabi namin palagi nila jamane , gabo, erin, airha , ali and all mamiss ko lahat ng memories natin kasama Ka ikaw lang din tumawag saking "ches" mamimiss ko ang laging mong linyahan pag nakikita mo akong nakakulot " ches may graduation ba lagi ka naka kulot" mamimiss ko rin sabay tayo papasok ng room kung sino ang mauna satin maka pasok mag hihintayan tayo "ches san kana " " ches wait moko". Ikaw rin nandyn palagi sakin nung panahon na need ko ng comfort ikaw yung nandyn para mag advice sakin ikaw rin yung gusto maging matured ako sa ugali ko. Alam ko hindi man tayo nag kaayos bago ako umalis ng perps Sana ngayun mapatawad mo na ako sa lahat ng miss understanding natin noon wag kang mag aalala binago ko na gusto mong baguhin sakin yun nalang para maging masaya ka hindi man tayo naka pag bonding bago ako umalis papuntang bulacan alam ko may tampo ka dahil pinipilit mo akong hindi umalis ng perps . Nakaka bigla yung pag iwan mo samin ng PIKNIK GIRLS sorry alex hindi ako maka punta sa burol mo kahit isang pag kakataon lang makita kita diyan pa na naka higa kana hindi man lang kita nayakap. I miss you alex kung saan ka man ngayun sana ok ka dyn iloveyou so much ikaw ang the best bff

Alex,

I wish I got to know you better. You are a beautiful young woman who was smart and talented. Your aunt talked wonderful things about you. Prayers to everyone during this rough time. Keep an eye over everyone down here.

Dear Alex:

Hi Alex. I wonder how is it like in the afterlife? What is it like? Could you actually see us from above? Hear our voices? Anyways, there are a lot of things to say as I reminisce our conversations and our friendship together.

Alex, you touched my heart multiple times as I know your story knowing we went through something similar. I wanted to say thank you for all of the things we had together. Jokes, my seatmate, sister, best friend, vent talker, mcdo coffee lover, practical research leader, and other more. You deserve all of the rest you wanted. While you are gone, you touched so many hearts and you are loved by many. Your legacy of defending our final defense in grade 11, is truely a memorable moment working with you too. And outside work, you were a wonderful person. After the visit, our prayers and love is all given to you. I love you always alex and enjoy your paradise. All of the rest is yours.

Jeanine Bote
(Crish)