October 14, 2022
October 14, 2022
Hi Ma!! Here I am again 7 years later… still in shambles. I know it’s not what you would want so I hold my head to the sky even with tears flowing from my eyes I still manage to pull myself together day after day year after year because you are the fire behind my ass. I have so much to say, I have so many thoughts but most of all I just wish you could have stayed a little longer. I’ve accomplished so much and I know you see me trying but how I wish you were here you are still my person. I need you so bad but I guess God needed you more. My heart isn’t healed yet I strive to do the best I can do without you. These boys of yours have grown up and out and how I wish you had a chance meet your grands …. I talk to them about you and I will not let them forget you! How and why am I at work I know you asking? It’s all for a greater cause one day hopefully this won’t be so hard…. Until then keep the sunshine on me, keep being that soft breeze that blows by, the butterflies that land on me I know it’s all a simple reminder that baby I’m right here. I love you Mommy! Year 7 feels like Day 1….. just keep on loving me from wherever you are, keep pushing me, keep holding me down and steering me clear… From your baby girl aka Lil Butt