I LOVE YOU MAMA THIS YOUR LAST BORN CHILD HERE , STILL THINKING ABOUT OUR GOOD DAYS AND TRYING MY BEST TO FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ALL THE BAD I HAVE DONE, I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING TRYING TO AWAKE WITH A SMILE AND MAKE MYSELF EAT EVERY MORNING BECAUSE I DONT WANT NOBODY ELSE FOOD , MY LIFE IS SO LOST WITHOUT YOU , SO MUCH PAIN IN MY HEART AND CRY NIGHTS I HAVE THINKING ABOUT YOU , I WISH I NEVER SAW YOU ON THAT FLOOR IN THAT RESTROOM THAT MORNING MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN EVERY SINCE THAT DAY , STILL LOOKING AT MYSELF LIKE HOW IM I SURVIVING AND HOW AM I LIVING WITHOUT MY MOTHER THE LADY THAT HAS BIRTH ME AND HAS GAVE ME AIR TO SURVIVE , AS I TYPE THIS FROM MY HEART I ALWAYS WANT YOU TO KNOW IM SORRY MAMA & IF I HAD TO CHOOSE THIS WORLD AND COMING HOME TO YOU I WOULD TAKE IT ANYDAY !