I was in the middle of driving through Vermont yesterday when I realized what day it was. August 1st. It marked 7 years since I felt the worst pain I have ever felt. Losing your changed me - it shaped me into who I am today. I try everyday to make you proud, but I know that you were always proud of me and that you always will be. Well, I’m proud to have had you as my mommy. I love you and miss you more than I could ever put into words.