Dear son,
Today you are turning 31, I am so proud of giving birth to such a beautiful child. You are now part of Gods garden, but we will forever celebrate your birthday. Just so you know, I am your memory keeper, and I breathe , but in each breath you are my oxygen. My child the emptiness you left has made me a strong woman, a better mother, a better version of me. When you left I had to Invent a new version of me. This new me, has a special place in my heart, a secret passage to heaven, because I know that you are there, and when I need you, I see signs of your love for me…we are connected forever my love, happy birthday in heaven! Okay

Time goes by but your absence only gets deeper. Forever in my heart son!

My child, not one day has passed by that I do not think of you. You are the air I breathe, and my hurt feels heavy and painful knowing that you are not here to celebrate your 28 birthday!
I long to hug you, kiss gently your chin as I used to do. I hope your celebration in heaven is great surrounded by the music of the angels above!
Please safe me a place so one day when we meet again. I don’t let you go again.