Hello my son, today is a big day for you baby. There’s a celebration in heaven with all your love ones. Although my selfishness, to want you here with me by my side, to hug, kiss and hold you tight. I know that your soul is still here with me holding me tight as I write this as I think of you. It brings me some peace to know that your soul is at peace and there’s no more pain in heaven, but I want you to know that each breath I take I’ll be taking one for you. Happy heavenly birthday my dearest darling.