A lot has happened since I last posted a message, I honoured one of the things you said, you said it's nice to let your female dog have one litter of puppies, so I did colin, Skye had six puppies but sadly the last one born had died, it was very heartbreaking to as I tried everything to help it but couldn't bring it back so now it rests with you, I named him shadow, he was beautiful to, just like the rest of them are, I am keeping one puppy and I've named her angel she s lovely and is Skye s double to. Vicky has had another baby and her name is renesmae she is beautiful and healthy , I went in with vicky when she was born as I didn't see piper born, and was the first person to hold her to, you would be so proud, also to have another granddaughter. Christmas has been and gone and was very hard still, I try to put on a brave face and not to show how sad i really am, as I miss you so so much, Sherry Jeff and the boys came for Christmas for a few days, then Sue and Anthony and Kiki came boxing day for a few days so was very busy and noisey but was nice though. I'm going church Sunday if it's on, it would love to hear from you and make sure your ok, i better try and get asleep as it's 2 clock in the morning again, I love and miss you always xxxxxxx