Love of my life,added a beautiful rainbow with all possible colors.Soft,subtle and sweet my Deepu. Never ever thought I would see this day without her by my side, feel incomplete in every way and I guess those precious moments spent with her makes it all worth living. Though it was short she achieved everything she wanted except for a long life.
We got married at very young age me 24 and she 23 ,where everybody thought it was all infatuation or attraction and not love against all odds we have proven the relationship to flourish for 10 years with 2 beautiful creation's of ours.She was always proud of what we achieved despite of hardships.We started from scratch,grew up together,had so many dreams,fulfilled many went after everything and anything that we wanted to ourselves,worked hard to achieve it.She was madly in love with me and often felt jealous to share with kids too.She is my "Trisha" who I loved every bit, her anger, obsession with weight, voracious concern for everyone around, envious & unapologetic laugh and her unending love for me.I remember the first movie we watched together was "Oye" she never liked it because of the tragic ending and she was always worried about that, had I imagined this would happen wouldn't have watched it all.It was a dream and it is a dream.I'd like to believe like I say to my daughter Shobhana, "mommy is angel now sleep tight so she can come in your dreams","she will be in our heart always" but you know what my daughter says " nanna naaku amma heart lo kanipichaledu (I didn't find mom in my heart )" no words can get her mom back.She wants to grow up faster since she thinks her mom will come back after 100 days and not 100 million days.
she always proudly said "I chose the best for me in everything" and I always said " all but me" then she replies "you're the best ever happened to me", then I say "we both are made 4 each other" and will be forever.Like she always told her friends "I trained him well". she indeed prepared me so well that I didn't even cry or break watching her leave.
Thank you Brandon! for sharing TED talk video with me and now I have decided to MOVE FORWARD and not Move on!
She lived on her own terms and left this world on her own terms...Independent
I had removed sugar from my coffee back when a friend of mine left, got used to it in a while and now my life left me ever making it a black coffee, I still drink coffee until I cannot anymore...life goes on right!