Birthday Coincidence?
Today my dad is turning 45 and I completely lost track and did not know today would be the tenth. Anyways, since I didn’t know my mind was clear of him at the time and I ended up having a dream about him last night and the dream was that we were expecting company to come over and then I walked passed him thinking like “oh that’s just one of the guest” then I realized, I went to go hug him as fast and as hard as I could crying so many tears. Then, I also realized “wait he’s dead” then I looked away and looked back and he was gone I was so upset I missed him so much I had hallucinated. I woke up and saw the notification of today being his birthday and I wish we could all pull and all-nighter at his apartment waiting for him to get back from work and give him hand made gift but I wasn’t that creative so I always gave him my love.