I remember u had to work and I was off u called me telling me the lights at ya job was off & I was teasing u tht I was njoying my day off & I went to Applebees..U came home I was watching my ususal {law & order} talking to Valda..U was getting ready to go celebrate ya bday & u ate the rest of my Applebees & talking shit abt how buff u was getting since u knew u was gonna be a daddy knowing u was skinny..Lol..I miss our talks, laughing at people & ready to F^^K somebody up together if needed..I beat myself up everyday bcuz I didn't kiss & hug u as we always did..I miss u Son & I will get justice for u & the family

I remember the last day i seen you, you told me you love me and you will see me Sunday. if only i knew that that was the last day that i will ever see you,talk to you,laugh, or even cry i would have stay with you that day.it's so hard that i can't even sit around our family when they talk about you or the memories they has shared with you and or even the day when you took your last breathe.sometimes i just wish that i was there that day to tell you i love you,it hurt so bad that's why i try not to think about it,it's so hard for everybody.i feel alone because i don't have you to call,talk,cry, or laugh with my big brother, i try to be strong for mommy but i'm tired of fighting the tears and pain to just to let her know I'm fine.everything and everybody is not the same no more,i just wish i can bring back time so that you can come back because i don't think i can do it no more. it's somedays when i Wake up thinking i'm about to go in the next room and lay right next to you or that when i call your name you going to answer me but i just have realize i have to come back to reality and that it's just stuff i want to hear or see and i know can't no more,man Isaiah this stuff hurts.. smh =(