Hi Jenny it's Dad, yeah it's that time of the year, July 3rd, 2011 I'll never forget that day. It was the hardest day of my life by far, of all the people who have left before you. I stopped asking why a long time ago. It's not fair how you were used like a guinea pig. They had the nerve to say that you were going to die anyway because of the brain tumor that was b*******. You died from HGH shots that some doctor gave to you because he wanted to be a hero. I'll never forget that day when he said he wanted to do shots on you Jenny I didn't want him to do it I wanted to throw him out the window of the hospital. I can't change what happened all I could do is live my life the best way I can with the thoughts that are inside of me. Pain every mother f****** day. I promised you I would be okay but I'm not okay I will never be okay. It's hard for me to even talk right now. But I want you to know if there is a time I could see you again I look forward to that day. And you people you believe what you want to believe but don't you f****** tell me anything about God. Everyday I miss you Jenny. That's right gone too soon.