Jonny,
I love you so much! I
I know Hashem brought us together
as
Soul mates.
❤️ You mean the world to me, and loving you is the most natural thing in the world for me. I know. you feel the same way. I never want to leave. your side, ever! You are the love of my life and my one & only true love l
We have quite the history. So why not write about it, as told by ME! Perhaps your story may.
Sound
a little different than.
mine, but here it goes!.
I'll start when we first met. I remember some brief meetings with you my sophomore year at Rutgers. You came to Margo's apartment and also I saw you at Rutger's Chabad with Aaron.
It wasn't until fall of my. junior year in 2015 that I got to know you better. You would come over to my apartment at 90 Senior with Aaron from time to time. On Halloween... Well you know
this story already because I've said it about a million times but I remember we
went on a ride in your Dad's Model S
up to Washington Rock. It was my first time in a Tesla and I was SO IMPRESSED. That was definitely the coolest car I had ever been in before.
I remember you solving the cube on autopilot and I thought that was the coolest thing ever.
That day was when I started
having a baby crush on
you. The more I saw you, the more
you
impressed me. I remember you used to help Britt with math, and I was impressed by how smart you are. (Still am). It was always the best whenever you came through to Rutgers.
One day when you came over, I remember Specifically thinking that if it did not work out with Dan DiBella. that I was going to go for you because I thought
to
you
were so special. (still do). I was just like, "This guy IS MARRIAGE MATERIAL right here. He's handsome, smart, Jewish, chill, stoner vibes..
this man checks all
else
my
boxes." I never thought that about anyone. else when I was dating Dan. But you are just so special that you stuck out so much to me. It's like Hashem whispered in my ear "this is your soul mate." I always looked forward to your Rutgers visits.
Fast forward
to when Dan Di Bella and I actually break up.. After I got over that, you were. already in a relationship with. Sam. I thought I lost my shot with you.
Fast forward to when diagnosed. Thomas was the one to tell me. I immediately thought..." "I
* have to tell him
time
how I feel." I told Aaron to tell me next time you came up and I would come too. I also messaged you a little bit, but chickened out when I was going to tell I had a crush on you. Then when I saw you again at Rutgers, I. chickened out
again. We kept messaging and eventually we went
on
a date, and
I'm
sure at
pretty this point you knew I liked you.
On our first date, we went to get Sushi and drove up again to Washington Rock and went on a little. walk. Then we went to Eitan's to meet up with Thomas in New Brunswick. Then you came back to my place and we hooked up you slept over. My dad was pissed because he didn't like boys staying over night, But it was worth it.
In the end.
We decided to stay friends. I remember you mentioning wanting single and not
to be
tied down
at that time, and that was fine with me. I just wanted
you in my life. We remained friends, and
you even came to my beach house with Dawid that summer. .
You became
my
best and most
reliable friend:
Fast forward to when you started dating Weam. I was happy
that
you
were happy,
but I was still secretly jealous of Weam. But I told myself that we were just friends and I would respect your relationship. So again we remained friends. Even though I didn't like her and expressed that to you, I. never actually punched her in the face, even though I wanted to! ·
Fast forward to when and Weam break up. I made a move on you, but you were still getting
Weam, so we decided to just stay friends again.
Fast forward to when I came
to Cali. The convo again! We decided to stay friends because distance would be too difficult. But we had the best time in Cal. Definitely the highlight of 2020
for
me.
Fast forward to when you came back from Cali in November for
Thanksgiving. I saw you the weekends' before and after Thanksgiving.
I wanted to
tell you when came to I Philly but I was too chicken. It's okay, I had another. opportunity to tell you in Asbury. When I went to Asbury Park I was SO CLOSE to confessing my love for you. But I was too afraid that I was just way too deep into the friend-zone to come out.
I told Aaron that I almost told you and he told me I should have told you! But I just thought Aaron was full of shit and just telling me
what I wanted to
hear. Apparently you told Aaron the same but he didn't either of us.
Fast forward to the next time. you came back to visit. Seeing you on my birthday was the present ever. That is the only
thing
I
wanted for my birthday, and it came true!
❤️ We slept in the bed together, but we didn't
do anything. I saw you
again the next week. This time I couldn't hold it in any longer. I didn't care anymore, I would have done anything to be with you. So I confessed to you, and you felt the same way. I had every intention to to move to Cali once my work contract ended.
Fast forward to a few months later, you move back to
the east, and
we see each
lot more. You used to come over once a week, and I would come to
you, usually on the weekends.
Fast forward to when we more in together. We grow even closer, and the adventures
become even more frequent.
Fast forward to when Frankie. We are a happy little family! We are such great parents to our lil pup.
I have loved every moment we spent together, and continue to love every moment with you. You have made such a meaningful. impact on my life, and I I am so blessed to call you mine. I can't wait for many more fun times with you, my You mean everything to me.
I love you
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️je t'aime
Yours always, Rach
The Whiteboard of Message Between Rachel and Jonny- Can't wait to spend another day with you. I love you! - Jon
- Rach, You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I can't believe we've been dating for almost 6 months. Here's to many more months together! Love, Jonny
- My dearest, We don't get to choose our soulmates - those were assigned to us. I'm so happy we were made to be soulmates by Hashem. But even if we did get to pick our soulmates.... I would chose you every time. I love you so much. ❤️ - Forever & Always, Rach
- Richie, I had such a great weekend with you. I'm so excited about these trips we have planned together. I love you! - Jon
- Rach, You are the best girlfriend I could ever hope to date. You make me so happy. I love being with you. Love, Jon
- By dearest, You are the best thing that ever happened to me. ❤️ - Rach
- I'm so glad we met you make me so happy. ❤️ - Jon
- Rachel, I'm going to miss you so much while I'm away. We can video chat as much as you like. Do something fun for your week off school. Love, Jonny
- Rachel, I love you so much! Can't wait to enjoy some Texas sunshine with you.
- Rachie, I had so much fun in Texas with you and your family. Looking forward to many more trips with you. Love, Jonny
- You are my heart.
- I love you to the moon and back.
- Rach, I love you more and more every day. I'm so glad your family invited me to join you guys at the beach. Of course I would love to go. Love, Jonny
- Dear Rachel, Going to the beach with you was a blast. I'm having such a fun summer with you! I hope you feel the same way. Love, Jonny.
- I love you more and more each and every day. Your sweet messages make me so happy. Love Jon