O dad I really don't know where to start! Because for one I refuse to believe any of this is true, I still wait for you to come round and I will make you a coffee just how you like it, and there's a cig rolled for you waiting in the ashtray! I talk to you all the time and you are always in my thoughts, you had a heart of gold, you have left us all broken hearted and it was your heart what took you away from us, we are looking after mum for you just like we promised! love you so so much dad, forever and always, you are the very best. Xxx