It's 1:30 am and I can't sleep. I miss you so much. I can feel your presence close by especially when I sit down at the piano and play. You are both everywhere yet nowhere to be found. You're with me in the car singing along with The Inspirations, sometimes I think I hear you joining in with the music. I hear you at night when the house is quiet and mom and Jesse are asleep. I lay awake hoping to see a glimpse of you walking down the hallway. Your with me while I am running errands, I can hear you laughing as I walk into the bank or insurance office to pay the insurance on the house or to pay the loan payment, saying "HAHAHAHAHAHA it's your responsibility now" I still find myself watching for you to come home! This is like a never ending nightmare, even tho I know where you are, I still can't believe that your gone. Some days I just tell myself your just out in the "big rig" trucking along down the highway. Some days I just can't function. Tomorrow I leave for Nashville, I'll be thinking of you! You are missed more than words can say! It's not goodbye just see you later! Sending big hugs up to Heaven, give one to Jesus and keep one for yourself! Love you and goodnight, sweet dreams!