Happy Birthday in Heaven Mom, today you would have been 59.

Christmas was my mothers favorite time of the year as well as mine. In tribute to her and my first Christmas without her, I decorated and got a new bigger tree to show her I love her. Missing you even more during the holidays, love you and keep watching over us.  

i miss you so much, I wish you were here.The holidays are coming and your not here this isn't suppose to be this way.I still can't find no no bruno Im sorry sissy. I wish I could talk to you hear your voice and your laugh. I feel sometimes I dont have the right to be sad and miss you because I got more time with you then some did who really should have..Im have to work on the gift for Matthew, Ashely and the rest of the kids. I just hope they love it.

What can I say you were the mother of all our children and will always hold a special place in my heart even though our life as husband and wife did not last we did fulfill till death do us part because we always remained special friends to each other. You were there for me in my hardest times always. No ex-wife would have gave a ex-husband when he lost his current wife and then his mother the comfort you did. Rest in peace. I will miss you and our private talks.

My darling sister I'm so lost without you how do I this with out you. You have always been the yeng to my yang.. I will never get used to you not being here. I thought you kicked cancer's ass you where my hero. Now who is going to help me terrorize the senior centers.. It was supposed to be me you and Harley .. Now our sister is gone. Christmas will never be the same.. she always made it so incredibly it was like that first memory you had as a kid of Christmas morning, I doubt I'll be able to do all of that without it looking like insanity, but I will do as I promised . You are my guarding light. I love you sis tell my momma I love her and pop too..gone far to soon I love and i will carry you with me always. Love ur baby sis.

Mom you where one of the most unique women I ever known. I will miss your craziness and you're funny one liners, you're funny dances, the way you told stories, and your smile. I will never forget every holiday you would bring a gift like easter baskets, valentine stuffed toy with candies, Christmas where you always got me something monkey themed. You where my mother, the women who gave me life and I will never go a day without thinking or missing you. Love you always.