What keeps me sane is knowing that I have memories of us,the picture captured a glimpse buh my heart captured everything like a film recorder.
I stare at my phone each day and even send you messages. The clock has suddenly become my enemy. I pray for you,I sit and ask myself why???? Why wasn't I there to help you? Why didn't I push further? Couldn't you have stayed?Why why why?????
You are loved. You are missed. When I think of you my eyes rain. I don't want to think you were in that much pain,that day continues to dawn on me,that very day ,there were no clouds such a beautiful day if only you kept on shining.
You taught me a lot and showed me so many reasons to be appreciative of little things. You touched my life in a positive way and helped kept my faith grounded. It's all over now,you no longer have to fight.
When I see those pictures of you smiling I remember the things that you were hiding. You didn't have to turn away,we all wanted you to stay Mark. If only you could talk,you usually didn't have no fear. I look up the stars at night to see which one is shinning bright,I wish I could see your smile then I will travel those extra miles.
The priest said if he had the power to declare you a SAINT he would do so in a blink. He said with no doubts in his heart he knows you are with the angels.
It's supposed to get easier in time. I love you Mark(mosquito legs)we love n miss you,I wish you were here. Losing you was my greatest fear..keep watching over us our beloved angel Mark. May we meet on that day and be happy forever
Goodnight my Pilot Mark Udoka Ukaere.