Well babe it's been a year ago today that you went to be with our Lord.. I miss you so much and I love you more and more everyday.. I am struggling down here without you babe. I still need you so much. I am lost without you by my side. I lost who I am and I don't know how to get her back. 

Thank you for loving me and for being a wonderful husband to me and a wonderful father to Athena.. I wish you could come home to me.. we still need you..

Babe, I miss you more than life itself. You were and still are my life my soulmate my everything.. please keep a watch over me and protect me.. I love you baby.. always and forever