The saying is.... It gets easier with time, but I'm still waiting for that to happen. I was driving down the street the other day and these little kids were clearly up to no good, I saw water guns and rope, my first thought was I was annoyed with them so I stopped my car to tell them to knock it off...... Well before I could, a memory of us probably doing the same kind of thing jumped into my head and I began to cry...... I truly hope that each of my children have somebody in their lives as special as you were, and still are, to me! Love and miss you tons! XXOOXX Love, Hollywood :)