Happy birthday tia I miss you so much I wish I could just call you and talk to you I know how much you loved to celebrate and tonight I'll put on some music and dance for you. I wish you were here I know I can still talk to but to be able to have you hug me and tell me everything will be ok I just need you tia I hope you are having a beautiful birthday watching over all of us I love you tia 

I remember one night I was mad and sad pregnant with Olivia I was sitting on the bed crying and my Tia comes inside I tried to act like nothing was wrong I told her what was going on she told me to grab a lemon or lime and roll it around in my hand that will help make me strong after awhile of calming down she put on tejano and began showing me how to dance now everytime I dance tejano I look up and smile hoping I'm doing it right I can hear her laughing and telling me to just follow the music I still keep that in my mind I miss being little and watching my Tia put on makeup thinking to myself wow that is where my love for makeup comes from being a lil girl watching her Tia putting it on I just wanted to share love you Tia