November 13, 2022
November 13, 2022
One year on...
Thank you Lord!
2022 started with so much anxiety about how the funeral will be. From your passing till your burial was one of the most stressful times of my life. There were so many unnecessary distractions but what kept me going was the determination that come what may, I will give you the befitting homegoing that you deserve. I am glad that desire came to pass.
After the funeral, I came back empty and drained. I tried to get back to "normal life"...focusing on my kids, work and family. But could I really? Several times without planning to, I would burst into inconsolable tears. Many times till now, I wish we went together instead of you leaving me behind. I have so many questions that will have to wait till the Resurrection morning.
As I look back over the past year, I see the goodness of God! He has indeed been a father to the fatherless to me. I feel His presence and comfort. He keeps sending people I don't expect to show me love in ways I do not expect. Indeed God works in mysterious ways. Thank you for leading us to Jesus, He is more than enough in times like this.
Just like you dad, I am determined to focus only on what is truly important and ignore the noise and distractions. I am accepting the impossibility of trying to please everyone. I will keep on striving to be the best that God wants me to be until we unite again to part no more.
Until then, my heart will go on singing;
Until then, with joy i'll carry on;
Until the day my eyes behold that city;
Until the day God calls me home.
Rest on Dad.
Thank you Lord!
2022 started with so much anxiety about how the funeral will be. From your passing till your burial was one of the most stressful times of my life. There were so many unnecessary distractions but what kept me going was the determination that come what may, I will give you the befitting homegoing that you deserve. I am glad that desire came to pass.
After the funeral, I came back empty and drained. I tried to get back to "normal life"...focusing on my kids, work and family. But could I really? Several times without planning to, I would burst into inconsolable tears. Many times till now, I wish we went together instead of you leaving me behind. I have so many questions that will have to wait till the Resurrection morning.
As I look back over the past year, I see the goodness of God! He has indeed been a father to the fatherless to me. I feel His presence and comfort. He keeps sending people I don't expect to show me love in ways I do not expect. Indeed God works in mysterious ways. Thank you for leading us to Jesus, He is more than enough in times like this.
Just like you dad, I am determined to focus only on what is truly important and ignore the noise and distractions. I am accepting the impossibility of trying to please everyone. I will keep on striving to be the best that God wants me to be until we unite again to part no more.
Until then, my heart will go on singing;
Until then, with joy i'll carry on;
Until the day my eyes behold that city;
Until the day God calls me home.
Rest on Dad.