its been 9 years now and losing you is still very fresh. Im not sure if the hurt will ever stop I miss more with every day that passes but I know you are in a better place so I try every day to go on and I keep thinking of every thing you taught me to be able to survive and I use it. you showed me so much in all the time we were together and I will always love you for that as for missing you I will always miss and love you for ever you were my rock and my safety net you kept me from falling. so I thank you so much for that  Love You Always Rance RIP until we can be together again yours always Mugwumps

well my love it is 6 years now and I am still missing you with all my heart really wish you cold be here but I know you are here with me watching over all of us I will never stop missing you or loving you I am try to do the best I can but some days are harder than other's without you here I know we will be together someday again
so until then I love you with all my heart my sweet love

its been 5 years now my love and I miss more now than I ever have some days the hurt is more and the pain I feel is still very sore but I think of you and I smile because you were here and you were mine for a while love you always Rance some day we will be together again until then I love you always
your mugwumps

my heart belongs to only you i will never find the love we knew and that my love I owe to you
I will love you always
your little mugwumps