I miss you more than when you were in jail. I was used to that. I was looking forward to you getting out of there. You would have been out by now. Why did you die??? WHY??? I WOULD HAVE LOOKED AFTER YOU. It's nearly been a year already . Don't worry I haven't forgotten about you or dealt with you dying. I can't. I'm afraid if I deal with it I'll forget you. I love you Ron . Please come and visit me.