Hello my angel as another holiday approaches its hard to not miss all the memories we shares and things we did leaving up to this time. I miss you so much its so hard without you. I feel so alone and have noone i can talk to like i did with you, we shared so much, been thru so much mommy you were my bestfriend, and so much more. I try everyday to think of all the things you taught me to stay strong thru everything i have faced since you left, but its so hard .. till we meet again mom pls know i tried so hard to do everything i could and will always keep you close as your grandbaby reminds me of you every day why didn't cancer decided to visit someone else on that day and choice to keep you here i ask myself every day and i would still have you with me but i guess god decided it was his time to have you with your loved ones up there so till its my time.. I love you so so so much and miss you