It is the time of year when you dive deeper into the Pensieve than usual. When I reflect on it all, I do not look back on the bleak year that lies behind us, but on the many happier years, especially 2019. It was a year where Sabine and I did not postpone anything and lived life to the full. 
Of course, there were the frequent and seemingly endless doctor‘s visits, examinations, analyses, and alternatives; trying to master and fighting the arising frustration. But those memories fade.

What stays is Sabine‘s smile, her disarming laughter, her ceaseless creativity and her unfaltering love. Her unrelenting braveness and her fierce courage in spite of it all. 

As remain all the happy and loving memories we have been blessed to share. 

In time-lapse, it is incredible how many blissful moments and experiences fit into a year. How many beautiful places we explored. 
On our last day, Sabine told me: „If this is it, it has been a cool ride and a wonderfully beautiful life.“

It has been, indeed. Thank you, my love.