Well baby it has been a year it hurts as much today as a year ago the pain is unbearable still. When does it get easier I don't think it will. I miss u so much my heart. It's hard baby I am trying to move but I don't seem to can do it I love you my love. I really just want to be with you my love. I am so lost still. What do I do Walt I love you so much and miss you horribley. Save my spot baby.

It's almost been a year on the 25th the in just a couple of days it is still like yesterday I miss u so dam much. And love u even more always. Sometimes I still can't breathe it's still so hard. If I could just hold u I could breathe again. For only short time. Love u always.

Well my love I am sitting here hurting so bad I miss you and love you even more. The pain is unbearable it been almost one year since you been gone. It hurts as bad today as i just lost you my heart hang on to that spot you are saving me. One day we will reunite.

Sitting here thinking of you like always. I miss you so much my heart. Was thinking earlier when we went to Maryland we had a great time we stopped in Virginia Beach on the beach so romantic can't say much about what we were doing but romantic it is a memory that I will never forget. You are a hard man to forget I all ready know that I want you are my soulmate. My life my life ended when you got your wings and went to heaven. I love you forever and always.

Hey, my love I miss you so much fixing to be a year you have been gone. It is still like yesterday. I can't get past it losing you . You are my world sometimes I just don't know what to do anymore. Here I am at 11:37 pm can't sleep thinking of you as always. When does the pain stop. I don't think it will stop till I join you in your arms. Oh how I want you to hold me again and I will never let go again.

I remember when you sit at my dinning room table and texted me on Nov,2013 and told me Love me forever and I will.

I love you my heart. To

I am missing you my love, nobody ever said any of this was going to be easy. And they where right. Well....